Today I did an assignment in Intro to Ministry. (I should have done it LONG before class but I ended up cramming :S ops) Anyways the idea behind the assignment was to map out my life, and see where and what God had/is lining up. And (just how it seems to be in so many areas of my life) I came away with more questions than answers.
lol It was comforting to see that there might be a pattern, one of absolute randomness!
But on a more serious note I can see where He has a plan. I don't see where my future is heading due to shadows. However shadows are only reactions that prove that there is light - somewhere. So as long as there is Light, and as long as He's there, then I know it will be okay. - Its complicated but even with all the unanswered questions of why all the pain, I feel reflective, and like I'm on a roller coaster of emotions, yet in the end I think I am at peace.
Trust doesn't mean that the problem/pain is gone instantly, rather it means sitting back and letting go of trying to drive and fix it on your own; letting Someone else take the wheel.
"What if Your blessings come through raindrops? What if Your healing comes through tears? What if a thousand sleepless nights are what it takes to know Your near? What if Trials in this life, are Your mercies in Disguise?" - Laura Story "Blessings"
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