It was so perfect, so sweet and definitely significant; it certainly qualifies as a moment, though it was for a span of a several hours. It has been a long hard week - full of personal soul searching, figuring of boundaries, appearingly astronomical challenges and an overall feeling of sheer struggle. But making it to today, the simple fact of surviving this week, made it all worth the fight. As I made it to the end and wrapped myself up in after glow I felt perfectly accomplished. No I am not perfect, Yes I made plenty of stupid mistakes this week (some of which I am still doing damage control with...) And yes my life is far from ideal. However, all Stress, worries, fears and rambling cares vanished as I relaxed in the "long" moment of this afternoon. It was amazing... <3
Friday, November 9, 2012
Moments
Moments - you know that time of absolute bliss. Often when I hear the word moment I think of something short, sweet and significant. But today a moment challenged that concept - well it challenged the time restraint on it. You see, I had one of the best afternoons ever, a truly memorable moment, doing what some would consider absolutely nothing.
It was so perfect, so sweet and definitely significant; it certainly qualifies as a moment, though it was for a span of a several hours. It has been a long hard week - full of personal soul searching, figuring of boundaries, appearingly astronomical challenges and an overall feeling of sheer struggle. But making it to today, the simple fact of surviving this week, made it all worth the fight. As I made it to the end and wrapped myself up in after glow I felt perfectly accomplished. No I am not perfect, Yes I made plenty of stupid mistakes this week (some of which I am still doing damage control with...) And yes my life is far from ideal. However, all Stress, worries, fears and rambling cares vanished as I relaxed in the "long" moment of this afternoon. It was amazing... <3
It was so perfect, so sweet and definitely significant; it certainly qualifies as a moment, though it was for a span of a several hours. It has been a long hard week - full of personal soul searching, figuring of boundaries, appearingly astronomical challenges and an overall feeling of sheer struggle. But making it to today, the simple fact of surviving this week, made it all worth the fight. As I made it to the end and wrapped myself up in after glow I felt perfectly accomplished. No I am not perfect, Yes I made plenty of stupid mistakes this week (some of which I am still doing damage control with...) And yes my life is far from ideal. However, all Stress, worries, fears and rambling cares vanished as I relaxed in the "long" moment of this afternoon. It was amazing... <3
Saturday, November 3, 2012
Psych ( a flash back)
So I found this drafted post from last semester sometime, I think it still has a significant amount of relevance - perhaps even more now then it did then... anyways a flash back to Developmental Psych.... (PS - I did good on this test)
Review.
There are three parts in the triangle of a relationship - Intimacy, Passion, and Commitment.
The goal is to have all three in an equal balance. any other combination = disaster.
Life isn't about finding the "other half" of the scissor - rather its about finding someone who will cut the same direction as you. In other words find some one that you WANT to be with - not because you HAVE to (ie no dependent or co dependent Relations) - this way both people can serve each other in a balanced cycle instead of the typical draining one.
My brain is fried. silly test tomorrow... Good night.
I believed in studying just because I knew education was a privilege. It was the discipline of study, to get into the habit of doing something that you don't want to do.
Wynton Marsalis
Review.
There are three parts in the triangle of a relationship - Intimacy, Passion, and Commitment.
The goal is to have all three in an equal balance. any other combination = disaster.
Life isn't about finding the "other half" of the scissor - rather its about finding someone who will cut the same direction as you. In other words find some one that you WANT to be with - not because you HAVE to (ie no dependent or co dependent Relations) - this way both people can serve each other in a balanced cycle instead of the typical draining one.
My brain is fried. silly test tomorrow... Good night.
I believed in studying just because I knew education was a privilege. It was the discipline of study, to get into the habit of doing something that you don't want to do.
Wynton Marsalis
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